Monday, April 23, 2007

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*Emotionally drained out?*

... Is it that hard to have people to wanna talk to you? Or to just have others whom you want them to have the interest in knowing you, the yearning to know you deeper, is it that hard?

I tried my best, I gave my all, yet.. Still not a trace of hope..But I believe when there's no sign of hope,IT IS hope when I put my faith on it..And action should come with it,that is to trust in Him that things will work according to His plans,not ours..

I really know how Jesus feels now when I skipped my daily prayer, my daily time with Him...It's like you wanna know a particular person more,deeper..To have a more personal relationship with,but the person won't even care whether your existence is real or gone..It's like your knocking on the door, but nobody would wanna answer it... I am guilty as charged,I'm sorry..


Saturday, April 21, 2007

Long awaited update =p

psps everyone..haha.. The Jacob Star was gone from the radar in the blogosphere for some time..psps:p Was busy n etc like tat...
*alasans = excuses:p *
Anyway, time really flies...It's nearing the End of April...And for me it means:p kekeke...

In the same manner...July is approaching soon and soon enough my days of slacking around, having fun will soon reach the end of the station..Hope Uni life will be as much fun as it is now..
Met so many new frens in these past months..in my working place,in Warcraft via Mirc Zion,in Sg,and tru MSN.. really...World is without boundaries...Hope I can impact the world tru God's power via the friends that i made,the living testimonial that my life shines upon others..


Going to Queensbay later...*or QB as Minny put it* lol... with Sam n Em n Minny n imin n 2 new friends! WOOTS! haha...Gonna hang out with my sayang Sis again:p And also with my Jie Jie, Sara too. Hopefully this time there aren't any change of plans all of a sudden.. Seriously need more time..Will missed them a lot soon...*sobs*
haha..

"You are my hiding, You are my hiding place.."

Saturday, April 07, 2007

I had a GREAT day!=)

"..Cause you had a bad day
You're taking one down

You sang a sad song just to turn it around

You say you don't know

You tell me don't lie

You work at a smile and you go for a ride

You had a bad day

The camera don't lie

You're coming back down and you really don't mind

You had a bad day

You had a bad day - Bad Day by Daniel Powter"


I'm singing a HaPpY SONG! not a sad song will ya?:p

Why am I so in a jovial mood?:p
Well,2days back was my kinda "replacement" off day...Anyway,the off day was a supposedly day trip to Queensbay with my 2 lil sayang sis *=p* Samantha and Emily..haha
But things didn't really went according to plan..* sfx: Thunderstorms*


haha..

Well,Sam and Em need to go back at 8pm..and we met like..3pm+ haha..Can't really go over to Pg pun..the journey will take 2hours ady to and fro.. No point doing so..
Anyway,was kinda disappointed at 1st..Caused i prepared all the stuffs ady,drove my car(can you imagine how hard it is to borrow my dad's car+to get my mum's approval to go out..haha:P )
It's not that I'm too small or irresponsible, but I understand that in my mum's eyes,I'm still her lil kid,just like how I treat my sis:p haha..*Back to the outing*

Well,the 1st stop we headed was Vinci.Sam got herself a pair of shoes..Then McD..*In between I offered to take Sam's shoe,then later got commented by her " Wa,so good,later if ur gf go shopping sure nice lor,no nid to take the shopping bags:p" "My gf wouldn't simply spend tat kind of money de" my response was..Then Em replied:"ur gf sure must be very kolot one" lol..=.= *sweats* Then the cineplex.. The fun part is after the purchase of the tickets..we headed the arcade.Haha,had so much fun..Even played DDR for the 1st time with Em..=.= which I'm sucks at..=.= haha..But found myself a nice gun shooting machine:p Not long after,I noticed a few malay guys there standing near my sis...It's like a bit samseng "kuan" la,*sorry if I judge the book by its cover,but prevention is better than cure right?:) ) so I sat nearby watching over Sam and Em..
Thank God nothing happened.. :)

Mr Bean wasn't really a movie that is to be shouted about..I did give it a 2 or 3 out of 5.. It still managed to give out some funny acts,but most of them are nostalgic..haha.. or in a better way= repetitive..

Followed by that,Sam and Em went for a hair cut..*which is really really expensive IMHO..haha*
Haha,but gurls are diff from guys and i fully understands it and I'm ok with it:) I know that gurl can shop for the whole day,testing the whole whole collection of apparels just for a clothe(sometimes can't even find a suitable one:P ) ..Guys can just hop in a shop and get a shirt for RM10+ without test wearing it ; likewise,guys can take a RM5 haircut at any roadside stall , yet gurl can spend RM35 just for a trim..that's like covering the whole year of hair cutting expanses for guys:p LOL..But that's what makes the diff,we are all diff, God made us so uniquely berbeza-beza,not even our fingerprint or DNA formation is the same from another human being.
My God is a CReAtivE God! Haha..

Well,Thank God I can spend my time with my sis walking around,going from shops to shops just to look for a bag,or a clothe or anything in that matter,because I love them and I wanna know more bout them,understand them better,know what's their likes and dislikes,and most importantly,to spend time with them..while I still can and still alive=)


It's been a while since we got this close together,hanging around,playing together and just literally spending our time together:) I really cherished the time we had..
For Em,who asked me "What do you want for your birthday" (which I initially replied: PS3 *jokingly*) , the time that we spent together..it's the best gift you can give me:)
And Sam,I don't really know what had happened to our frequent sms habits or phone calling habits we had last time and up to a certain point where we didn't really even talked to each other, but I just wanna let you know that I was really down and upset when I felt that our relationship has become mundane,but Thank God for reminding me,that my trust and faith should be in Him and you:) And I have persevered through it,and and I'm learning to be a better bro,a better fren:)

Thank You for being a gem in my life,and also bearing all my temper and tantrum that I have thrown before on you all,and for helping me to understand and to approach gurls better,and making me a better me:)

And also, the trust and love you gurls have shown to me,I will always remember it:)


I would say the Thurs i had was the best day I ever had in this 1st quarter of the year 2007! Praise God! Looking for the coming May school hols where I can bring Sam and Em to Pg for the whole day!Haha..

Well,these are some of the pics we took from the course of knowing each other:
For Sam and Em:*ps: I wonder should I rename my post to Dedication to Sam and Em?lolx..

~Samantha Tam~

~Emily Tam~







~Lol..This is the shoes that Sam washed for me..Nice eh?:p haha..~


THANK GOD FOR A GREAT DAY! *Woots!*


Sunday, April 01, 2007


April Fool , Becareful =p



*Btw,27 more days to..20